Friday, July 28, 2006
Day Five - How NOT to be aroused
Woke up with a raging hardon today! (errection)
Trust me it is not pretty and far from sensual to wake up in pain as something that is supposed to be 'so big' is trying to be 'SO BIG' but with stitches saying 'Oh nooo you don't'.
Anyway I thought this morning the stitches would be enough to send any arousal packing it's bags as soon as the registry of pain = no fun happened but no deal. So off I hobbled to the bathroom, half bend over like a 90 year old man with a crook back.... to clean my teeth - the one thing that always makes me lose an errection (I think it's a psychological thing).
To the toilet then and then straight into the shower, which I must admit I am getting more and more comfortable with. I'm also getting more comfortable with my whole 7 part then repeat ritual of going to the batrhoom. It's still a pain (no pun intended) but it's LESS painful every time and less time consuming.
I think the skin on the glans of my penis has started to toughen up - like a high school nerd, who through working out at the gym, develops some confidence in the hope that oneday he will kick the football jocks ass. Well right now I'm aiming for oneday being able to masturbate again - kicking ass can come much later!
Also, I DID go out last night after dinner with friends. I hobbled into one of my favourite bars for a while, but not feeling like I could move to the music or even socialise without being guarded, or paranoise of being bumped into by crowds - I left and went home. Oh well.
Tonight is Saturday but I think I'll save myself for next weekend instead. By that time I will perhaps be without my compression dressing and my sexy stocking gauze underwear.
Trust me it is not pretty and far from sensual to wake up in pain as something that is supposed to be 'so big' is trying to be 'SO BIG' but with stitches saying 'Oh nooo you don't'.
Anyway I thought this morning the stitches would be enough to send any arousal packing it's bags as soon as the registry of pain = no fun happened but no deal. So off I hobbled to the bathroom, half bend over like a 90 year old man with a crook back.... to clean my teeth - the one thing that always makes me lose an errection (I think it's a psychological thing).
To the toilet then and then straight into the shower, which I must admit I am getting more and more comfortable with. I'm also getting more comfortable with my whole 7 part then repeat ritual of going to the batrhoom. It's still a pain (no pun intended) but it's LESS painful every time and less time consuming.
I think the skin on the glans of my penis has started to toughen up - like a high school nerd, who through working out at the gym, develops some confidence in the hope that oneday he will kick the football jocks ass. Well right now I'm aiming for oneday being able to masturbate again - kicking ass can come much later!
Also, I DID go out last night after dinner with friends. I hobbled into one of my favourite bars for a while, but not feeling like I could move to the music or even socialise without being guarded, or paranoise of being bumped into by crowds - I left and went home. Oh well.
Tonight is Saturday but I think I'll save myself for next weekend instead. By that time I will perhaps be without my compression dressing and my sexy stocking gauze underwear.
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I would love to be the person brave enough to post pictures of my own penis on the internet... but sorry not here and not under this context hehe.
I appreciate how the lack of visual information must keep a lot of what i am saying a bit cloudy, but I just can't do it.
I'm sorry and I hope you understand. I will try and be a bit more clear and descriptive about how things are looking in penis land if it helps.
I'm on a bit of an emotional journey here. It ain't fun.
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I appreciate how the lack of visual information must keep a lot of what i am saying a bit cloudy, but I just can't do it.
I'm sorry and I hope you understand. I will try and be a bit more clear and descriptive about how things are looking in penis land if it helps.
I'm on a bit of an emotional journey here. It ain't fun.
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