Monday, July 31, 2006
A week down... but how many to go?
I've gotta say it's an effort me to be posting today.
I feel like shit. And yes perhaps that hass something to do with the fact that I had a little too much wine last night - and THEN my flatmate decided to break out a bottle of Port.
In all honesty though I think I am slipping into a mild depression. I'm sick of the pain. I wanted to take a walk today with my ipod to get the oxygen and blood pumping and cheer myself up but of course.... moving... can't go to fast so that was out.
Today I haven't left home. I had a bath. I watched some tv. I feel like the restricted lifestyle I've currently got is finally starting to take it's toll. I think not being able to masturbate for a week, and to have PAIN as the result of any sexual arousal is probably not too damn healthy.
And although I'm not as sore as I was previously, I feel like the sensitivity of my glans has gotten to a point where it is now not changing. I seem to have reached a level of uncomfortability that on a depressing bad dsay like today makes me fearful that this situation im in is for good. I know that is a stupid thing to say - but I guess I needed to vent it.
I guess I was a bit upset earlier today when, after having that bath, I tried to get dressed WITHOUT using my compression bandage and the gauze thing - instead opting to try just plain old underwear. Well that was a mistake. I'm glad nobody was around to hear me yelping from the pain!!!!
Oh, but on the lighter side, I bought a "cricketers cup". If you are American you will need to know that this is a plastic guard piece for your manhood worn by people playing criket so that they don't get their pride and joy smashed by a cricket ball (think baseball) accidentally going SMACK at a hundred miles an hour. It's sad that I have had to do this - but you have to admit it's pretty bloody funny!!!!
NOTE: I think it's important to clarify right now that anybody reading this blog who DOESN'T have sensitivie glans - as in glans that are painful to the touch - won't have to go through what I am going throuh. I'd hate to misinform somebody due to a communicative slip-up and scare somebody off going through with a circumcision.
** Sigh - anyway I'm having a crappy day and being very negative. I'm sure all will contineu to get better. I just don't know when. Fingers crossed.
I feel like shit. And yes perhaps that hass something to do with the fact that I had a little too much wine last night - and THEN my flatmate decided to break out a bottle of Port.
In all honesty though I think I am slipping into a mild depression. I'm sick of the pain. I wanted to take a walk today with my ipod to get the oxygen and blood pumping and cheer myself up but of course.... moving... can't go to fast so that was out.
Today I haven't left home. I had a bath. I watched some tv. I feel like the restricted lifestyle I've currently got is finally starting to take it's toll. I think not being able to masturbate for a week, and to have PAIN as the result of any sexual arousal is probably not too damn healthy.
And although I'm not as sore as I was previously, I feel like the sensitivity of my glans has gotten to a point where it is now not changing. I seem to have reached a level of uncomfortability that on a depressing bad dsay like today makes me fearful that this situation im in is for good. I know that is a stupid thing to say - but I guess I needed to vent it.
I guess I was a bit upset earlier today when, after having that bath, I tried to get dressed WITHOUT using my compression bandage and the gauze thing - instead opting to try just plain old underwear. Well that was a mistake. I'm glad nobody was around to hear me yelping from the pain!!!!
Oh, but on the lighter side, I bought a "cricketers cup". If you are American you will need to know that this is a plastic guard piece for your manhood worn by people playing criket so that they don't get their pride and joy smashed by a cricket ball (think baseball) accidentally going SMACK at a hundred miles an hour. It's sad that I have had to do this - but you have to admit it's pretty bloody funny!!!!
NOTE: I think it's important to clarify right now that anybody reading this blog who DOESN'T have sensitivie glans - as in glans that are painful to the touch - won't have to go through what I am going throuh. I'd hate to misinform somebody due to a communicative slip-up and scare somebody off going through with a circumcision.
** Sigh - anyway I'm having a crappy day and being very negative. I'm sure all will contineu to get better. I just don't know when. Fingers crossed.
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You have my sympathy. Hopefully the pain wears off soon. Not to rub it in, but I heard it takes at least 3 weeks before your glands get desensitized. You should be able to see the progress as your glands turn from pink to brown in colour. This is when it's able to rub against your underwear without you feeling a thing!
Did you consider any other options before getting cut? I think there are other alternative ways to treat your condition. Circumcision should be your last resort, but its not like alternative treatment is going to help now.
I've actually contemplated on getting a circumcision, but I don't know if I will regret later on. I've tried keeping my glands exposed but the feeling of it rubbing against the underwear is just uncomfortable. Perhaps everything will be okay once you get used to it.
Hang in there!
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Did you consider any other options before getting cut? I think there are other alternative ways to treat your condition. Circumcision should be your last resort, but its not like alternative treatment is going to help now.
I've actually contemplated on getting a circumcision, but I don't know if I will regret later on. I've tried keeping my glands exposed but the feeling of it rubbing against the underwear is just uncomfortable. Perhaps everything will be okay once you get used to it.
Hang in there!
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