Saturday, August 05, 2006
Been a few days since I posted last...
Things have been getting better - although slowly.
First thing is first. Today care of some porn, I managed to create enough 'movement' down there to get rid of, shall we say, twelve days of pent up pressure. Thank god!!
It seems I'm now at a point where thouching the glans is becoming easier, and I've even moved over to wearing undewear some of the time. Gauze and dressings? Those things are sooo last week. And although it's uncomfortable in underwear, and sometimes the tip of my penis sticks to the undies and is painful to remove, I figure these are the things I NEED to go through to further desensitise.
According to my best googling, a process called Keritinization (spelling?) is slowly taking place. This means that the newly exposed skin on the glans is, over time, toughening up by being expsosed to anything from the air, to bedsheets and now underwear. A little bit of helpful massage today may be helping the cause though.
One thing though, I can now TOUCH without a problem. Sometimes a bit more sensitive at the very top around the meatus, but when things are wet or when I move or rub or create fritcion in any way that still creates a painful sensation.
Last week I couldn't even touch. Next week I'm hoping I can rub. Perhaps in a few weeks hen the stitches are out I will be able to do a lot more 'rubbing' - perhaps even something more than rubbing. Yes sex would be great - but it seems soooooo far away which is depressing.
I am surrounded by my friends and their boasts of sexual conquests. You'd be amazed or possibly turned off by the ammount of sex my friends have. I like to think it always makes for some good stories. *Sigh - anyway I hoper to join them... well not THEM.... but you know what I mean.
This keritinization process apparently takes around three weeks or so, but I am personally banking on four for myself, or maybe even five to SIX weeks considering I had a LOT of sensitivity to begin with. In anyway event I am seeing a light at the end of the tunnel because ast least I am MONITORING things as getting better over time.
Seeing the Urologist on Monday. Will see what he says and report back to the blog!
PS. Thanks for the posts of support!
First thing is first. Today care of some porn, I managed to create enough 'movement' down there to get rid of, shall we say, twelve days of pent up pressure. Thank god!!
It seems I'm now at a point where thouching the glans is becoming easier, and I've even moved over to wearing undewear some of the time. Gauze and dressings? Those things are sooo last week. And although it's uncomfortable in underwear, and sometimes the tip of my penis sticks to the undies and is painful to remove, I figure these are the things I NEED to go through to further desensitise.
According to my best googling, a process called Keritinization (spelling?) is slowly taking place. This means that the newly exposed skin on the glans is, over time, toughening up by being expsosed to anything from the air, to bedsheets and now underwear. A little bit of helpful massage today may be helping the cause though.
One thing though, I can now TOUCH without a problem. Sometimes a bit more sensitive at the very top around the meatus, but when things are wet or when I move or rub or create fritcion in any way that still creates a painful sensation.
Last week I couldn't even touch. Next week I'm hoping I can rub. Perhaps in a few weeks hen the stitches are out I will be able to do a lot more 'rubbing' - perhaps even something more than rubbing. Yes sex would be great - but it seems soooooo far away which is depressing.
I am surrounded by my friends and their boasts of sexual conquests. You'd be amazed or possibly turned off by the ammount of sex my friends have. I like to think it always makes for some good stories. *Sigh - anyway I hoper to join them... well not THEM.... but you know what I mean.
This keritinization process apparently takes around three weeks or so, but I am personally banking on four for myself, or maybe even five to SIX weeks considering I had a LOT of sensitivity to begin with. In anyway event I am seeing a light at the end of the tunnel because ast least I am MONITORING things as getting better over time.
Seeing the Urologist on Monday. Will see what he says and report back to the blog!
PS. Thanks for the posts of support!
